The Unstable Atom

Reflecting over life through weird, crazy, ever changing, euphoric, absurd, confused and at times impartial lenses -a journey of curiosity and questions with my two alter egos.. as I try to fall out of the stagnation of instability.. or the desperate attempt to remain..

Time and again life throws me at this cross-road. To or not to. I don't know what lesson she's trying to teach me. Maybe a lesson to not trust? Cause i always end up trusting. I always give people chances till they themselves, either feel ashamed or get bored and leave. I choose to give them a chance cause i hope that it will work. I'm willing to accept them with all their past as long as they are truthful. But somehow people like to hide. I cannot fathom the reasons behind it. Its happened many times before. I've found stuff by accident and confronted people (cause thats what i do) and they refused it and then came around by themselves and accepted it. Whats the point? When at the beginning i tell people whats the most important thing for me. Maybe they don't trust me when i say that honesty is the most important? I guess its their bad then. I hope i will learn the lesson life has been trying to teach me time and again. My bet is on two: Patience and Trust. :D lets see where it takes me this time around.. :) Here's to trust! Cheers.

CP- well said. well said. we can only wait and watch now.
BP- one a watch.. two a watch.. three a.. a watchman?
CP- ya watchman watching the cross-road.
BP- night's watchman? Oooo is he stronngg? :D
CP- yes my darling BP, yes, strong true real :)
BP- yay, badabing badaboong.. *scoots away making smokey rings*