The Unstable Atom

Reflecting over life through weird, crazy, ever changing, euphoric, absurd, confused and at times impartial lenses -a journey of curiosity and questions with my two alter egos.. as I try to fall out of the stagnation of instability.. or the desperate attempt to remain..

It gives so much joy when you actually do something that initially seems impossible.. or at least impossible for you. But when you believe, when you take that one step, and persevere nothing remains impossible.. :)
Its that one first step that is important.. The courage required for that will take you all the way.. there will be hurdles along the way.. material perhaps or maybe people.. but that's all they are- hurdles, to be overcome..
The moment you know what you want, all it takes is to just go ahead and do it! No amount of preparation is ever enough, after a while you've to just plunge in and get it done!! :) :)



A weakness that comes through at the best of times and perhaps the worst too..
I'm weak when it comes to my phone..
I'm weak when it comes to long conversations..
I'm weak when it comes to giving..
My weakness for love and for giving in to my desires..
I have a weakness for fighting for what i want, when i know its mine, always has been..
I've a weakness for impatience, for not waiting when everything is clear..
I've a weakness for honesty and purity..
My weakness for laughter, pure unadulterated :) :)
I'm weak when it comes to innocence..
I'm weak when it comes to bearing lies and weakness..
I am weak..
There you go world.. I am weak..
I prefer to be weak than being strong like those out there who live a life full of lies..
I've a weakness and here i shout out about it!
I've a weakness for never letting go.. for never giving up!
And i shall stick to my weakness..
Thank you very much..
For i am weak! :P

The evening is plump with promise..
Of rain for the parched earth..
For the dry eyes of a mother waiting for her child to come home from a distant land..
The eagerness of tired hands cooking all day, waiting for the verdict of her love..
A haggard laborer waiting for his day's pay..
For the pining of that lover..
The evening is plump with promise..
For everyone even without a promise..
The evening is plump with promise, of making you smile..
Feel it in your bones, as the evening approaches..
Cause it is this evening that you shall get something you desired but never expected..
Be unprepared to be surprised!
For the evening is plump with a sweet promise.. :)