The Unstable Atom

Reflecting over life through weird, crazy, ever changing, euphoric, absurd, confused and at times impartial lenses -a journey of curiosity and questions with my two alter egos.. as I try to fall out of the stagnation of instability.. or the desperate attempt to remain..

Bitterness is like pus.
You need to get it out, throw it up completely, till nothing remains inside.
Only then the wound can begin to heal.
If the bitterness is bottled up inside, all it will do is spread and eat you up from within.. Till you become and empty shell of bitterness..
If you want happiness to come, free up the space and let the bitterness out..
Let people know what you feel.

Pus is not a nice thing to cajole. Remove it by expressing and burn it by apologising, understanding and forgiving. :)

Step one.

Can we resume after a pause?

You and me are not two parts which if added equal to something.
You and me are the equation. :)
And hence we balance.

You and yourself = Me and myself :P

..from my midnight dreams. May or may not make sense.. :)


Avgha asmanta ubha samor,
chimba bhijun jeev ola,
tujhya premachya lakh lakhtya tejat nhala..

Sawala hota Ram, to Sitecha..
An sawala hota Krushna, to Radhecha..
Tu sawala nahis mhanun kay..
Sawalach ahe ranga majhya premacha..

Pahate vaat.. Ti sandhyakaal phulanchi..
Pahate vaat.. Ti sarr unhachi..
Pahate vaat.. Ti ratra udyachi..
An pahate vaat.. Mi tujhya vatechi..

Na kalat ase vatale,
Na kalat tu hath sodale,
Na kalat vaat sarli ani ti ratra hi..
Na kalat haluch pani gala la sparshun gele,
na kalat tujha hasu dolya pudhe jhalakale..
Na kalat vaat sarli ani ti vel hi..
Na kalat shwas ata ha lapandav khelato,
Na kalatach ata punha tujha swas majhyat guntato..
Punha? nahi, ha tar tujhach hota, udhar majhya uri..
Na kalat mala, tujhi vaat parat ithe, majhya dishe sathi..