The Unstable Atom

Reflecting over life through weird, crazy, ever changing, euphoric, absurd, confused and at times impartial lenses -a journey of curiosity and questions with my two alter egos.. as I try to fall out of the stagnation of instability.. or the desperate attempt to remain..

A violet spine runs down my spine
A green smile flowers on my lips, as you offer a pink glow for my cheeks
My eyes watch you with sparkling golden desire
As blue words spills forth, and you make my heart pound with dark, black love cause nothing is deeper..

Forget the skies or coming undone
Forget the meals or the other rides
Forget the tender warm passion and the cold hearted assault
Forget you body and forget mine too if you will
But can you forget you and further still, can you detach me?

Your love is my poison and your pain is the dagger
Slash through my soul now, i’m dead either way

A snatched smile-
a caged love-
a writhing desire-
a strong truth and then-
a free soul

On a bed of roses, under a sky filled with stars
Decorated on my heart with the eyes sprinkling the eternal
Here is my sacrifice for you
For it is easy when you know deep down, where you belong..
For it is easier when you accept..
So here i walk away, right into your heart- just the way you want
For it is easiest when you can read and understand the unsaid unspoken truths
Truth begins where world proclaimed lies fall to ashes, for here is where you belong..

The smell carries, onto me..
The image lives, inside me..
The touch becomes, me..
The beating, the throbbing and the thrashing...
Its all You...
Crossed-over to me.. into and onto..

What is the power of truth?

The drops drip on the window sill now..
Gently, just as viscously as the rain lashed the sound proof glass..
Breaking the morose silence..
Bringing something back from the dead..
The drops sit idly now, on the sheer window sill and in my eyes..
A few roll down here and some struggle down there..
The glass stands tall, unhurt, glorious..
The rain sobs.. for me..
as i ache for him..
he comes, whenever he wishes now..
Takes the world by a storm and bears all the rage..
but he charges down and engulfs me in his arms..
to be one.. one with my rain..
He showers.. and he doesn't cease with all his love and show of affection..
louder than the birds covering on trees,
more cruel the human wastage,
more harsh than the sun in the heart of a desert,
and yet.. so quiet.. so strong.. so mine.. all mine..
my rain.. again.. and again.. :)