The Unstable Atom

Reflecting over life through weird, crazy, ever changing, euphoric, absurd, confused and at times impartial lenses -a journey of curiosity and questions with my two alter egos.. as I try to fall out of the stagnation of instability.. or the desperate attempt to remain..

Mystic, Royal, Mysterious, Charming, Ferocious, Skillful, Elegant are a few of the attributes that CP thinks of.
Cuddly, Adorable, Appealing, Beautiful are the many Adjective BP could think of..

I say- save the wonderful being and the likes which are on the verge of extinction. Restrict your monstrous and inhuman desire of adorning such useless items for which these astounding creatures of the divine are murdered! Have shame. Help save the tiger and the rest and so yourself..

(Images Courtesy- Internet. Photographers- unknown)

"I'm tired! I'm tired!" BP protests as usual trying to wriggle her way out of the pending load of studies..

One month back where was I?? Now where am I? Same place only the surroundings have changed slightly.. The big day 29th Feb came and went by.. Well it was not all that simple!! I would have to spend hours and hours to describe how and what it was, which is what I prefer to keep myself from indulging into-currently. :-) In short 2days continuous parting. Wrecking havoc on the neighbours' sleep.. The first party was planned and I knew of and the second was what you call a real surprise and something that I always wanted- see all my closest pals together! Thanks to elder sis it came true on my 5th (ahem!) 20th Birthday!! You can imagine my state of utter shock and unexplainable surprise on seeing all the people close to my heart gathered at one place and giving me birthday bums.. Mind you, being lifted in air 20 times is not a joke!! and that too with the surprise still not sinking in!! :-) I fail to understand the inability to express myself on such a great event that took place and which has made its top most place in the dearest memories I shall treasure and carry till my grave.. However I am so glad to be 5!
Some more will come up in the next posts about the reflections upon all these 20 years (if at all i ever reflect)..

Time now for some more cribbing bout the upcoming exams! Vivas have been fought with.. With the brain going blank and voice box stubbornly refusing to work right in front of the examiners who declare that I haven't prepared at all! Now I try to get into my books and wring my brains while things I read just 5-6 hours back just ooze out from god alone knows where.. So a tough battle is being fought, which only makes me wonder how the final battle would be and how many of my grey cells will be sacrificed.. So till another month I sign off. The victory shall be put up whenever it comes by! Until then keep happy (cough) smiling (cough cough) and never give up!! (choke!)